Prior to our change in custody our teenage son lived with his dad’s family for several years in another state. He had begun exploring the negative lifestyle choices that we’ve battled as a family. He’s such got such amazing potential to achieve his goals and is an athletic kid, whose unfortunately seen the effects of those consequences limit his participation in activities, like sports for example.
As with others of this generation he’s subject to so many temptations difficult to avoid when there’s little support and a lack of consistent discipline. Since he’s adjusting to those changes of structure we’re attempting to provide, we’ve all had to learn from mistakes and that taste of the “fun, fast life” he’s already been exposed! We’ve realized as parents that those behaviors are directly related to the rest of his life and we’ve been terrified of what could happen if we don’t make long-lasting changes quickly.
The recent problem that I battled was knowing when to be authoritative or supportive to my partner leading that authority.
I’ve been a licensed therapist working directly in concert with the legal system for years. There’s many ways that networking with the available community programs can be helpful for my clients. It’s so valuable to be able to find out what the results of a urinalysis is as I’m providing therapy to a client in drug court is just a single example.
I’m now experiencing the other side of the system I’ve worked in for many years. I’ve recently moved from a therapist to a parent, then daily I have to switch back to my professional role. I’d imagine it would be like a teacher finding themselves in conferences or tutoring for their own kids at home. I’m going to different courthouses in two counties sometimes in the same week… it’s bizarre to say the least.
The love and compassion my husband has for his kids is one of the most powerful things I’ve ever seen. It’s extremely tricky to always complement his parenting style because he has some difficulty providing tough love. I know that I have difficulty with this too! I’ve even caught myself changing my attitude with our son between the initial behavior and then after his consequences involved him in the juvenile adjudication process! Knowing how crucial that resource is for parents struggling with behavioral issues as a therapist then watching my family be devastated by the same involvement really tested my beliefs!
I even shocked myself when I was the one going to meetings with professionals while being supported by his school personnel. Or crying at an office or driving alone questioning my own parenting choices. It’s complex but again – very rewarding – just like being a therapist-both circumstances teaching me as a mom and a professional.
The two different areas of my life that give me the greatest joy and can cause overwhelming pain are the ones that I use both similar philosophies of love, support, firm boundaries and have to separate myself from the choices of others to promote growth and eventually witness CHANGE.
How is that for a dual purpose in life? Any others see the same parallels between their career and personal life?